all things necessary

ELEVEN things i wish i could say to eleven DIFFERENT people right now:
O1. i like you...a lot.
O2. i have no idea why i still talk to you.
O3. i miss you O4. you are a completely different person and i hate it.
O5. i wish i was in your class
O6. i wish i knew you better
O7. what people say about you is actually true.
O8. you are sincerely a mean person and i hope it gets you back twice as bad.
O9. be yourself.
1O. my friends and i all think you are somewhat annoying most of the time, so you may want to tone it down a bit.
11. stop complaining.

TEN things about myself:
O1. i truly believe that i suffer from OCD. things slightly crooked must be straight, or taps leaking must be turned completely, or doors or drawers slightly opened must be closed. if i have to do this a million times until i feel like it is finally straightened, or closed, i will.
O2. my biggest fear would have to be any sort of pain
O3. i hate it when people are disappointed in me
O4. i am too nice, and let things go too easily.
O5. i love anything pretty
O6. if someone is mad at me that is all i will think about all day
O7. i hate when people read the wrong signs
O8. i have no self-discipline
O9. i am always stressed
1O. i have issues..lol

NINE ways to win my heart:
O1. buy me flowers :)
O2. go on adventurous bike rides with me
O3. make me a cd with my favourite songs and listen to it with me
O4. take naps with me:)
O5. give me giant hugs that last for 10 minutes
O6. rent my favourite dvds and watch them with me
O7. buy me tickets to my favourite band
O8. throw me a surprise birthday party
O9. stand on a coffee cart and tell me that you love me <333333

EIGHT things that cross my mind a lot:
O1. i'm so weirddddd
O2. why do people act like they do
O3. I NEED IT
O4. why do they care
O5. i wish i was flawless
O6. i hate math
O7. why is homework necessary
O8. if only...

SEVEN things I do before I fall asleep:
O1. pee.
O2. wash hands
O3. brush my teeth for 10 minutes
O4. wash hands
O5. wash face
O6. put on my elastics
O7. check under my bed

SIX people who mean a lot:
O1. family
O2. friends
O3. all
O4. i
O5. need
O6. <3

FIVE things you're wearing right now:
O1. dress
O2. underwear
O3. bobby pin
O4. earrings
O5. marc by marc jacobs necklace <3

FOUR songs that you listen to often:
O1. help i'm alive-metric
O2. marching bands of manhattan- death cab for cutie
O3. xavia- the submarines
O4. gimme sympathy- metric

THREE things you want to do before you die:
O1. TRAVEL
O2. LOVE
O3. BE HAPPY

TWO unforgettable experiences:
O1. every
O2. day

One confession:
O1. i'm waiting.



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